* Mind *

My mind is not clear/can’t be clear

even after a long bus ride this time round

I can’t find an answer

But I know if I will to give up something,

I really can give it up completely

* Flowers *

On the 4th of Aug, I have recieved flowers from Mr Goh without any special reason

It’s not our anniversary or any special occasion

On the first on this month (Sept), I have recieved 9 sunflowers again; but not from Mr Goh

Thanks alot(: It really made me happy but I’m happier with the short message

Really really super happy to recieve it on my way home today(:

Happy because of the thoughts and surprise

A lantern that I did in taiwan

My simple wish for people close around me or everyone:

My family, ah yi and family, Mr Goh, Third uncle, Potatoes,

Besties of 9 years: Sam, Jia xian, Ker hui, ming yue

Favvies of 6 years: Pat, Vel, Ijah and mai

My current best uni mates: Fel and rach (my favourite laughing therapy friends in school)

With third uncle

Nowadays, I may be tired/stress but I’m still want to maintain the smile

Perhaps I have poor time management

so that’s why I always felt that I do not have enough time

with all the assignments pilling up and upcoming test

But I’m really glad I have met nice people around me

who always giving me a reason to smile(:

From Sam(9years of friendship and still counting on):

* Thoughts *

Am I trying too hard to be independent?

Or am I afraid of losing?

I am not sure now

but I don’t want/need anyone to worry about me

Even if it is a mistake, I want to learn it on my own(: