* Memories *

 It was bad at work last week 

However, it was great this week (: 

A lot of simple yet funny incident happened: 

1) Don wanted to say somebody’s tie was left in the den 

Yet he pronounced “tie” as “die” 

He was announcing “somebody die” 

I laughed out loud when I heard it in another classroom 

2) The class was talking as usual when they were tired from doing their work 

Then, I overheard a conversation 

Jia Hao said he was born in the year of snake 

So Syireen replied “Me too!”  and asked Eugene “which year are you born in?” 

Before Eugene reply, I answered that everyone in this class is born in the year of snake 

because they are of the same age(: 

3) I called Ashley chatterbox no 1 because she can’t seems to stop talking in class, 

and so she called me chatterbox no 6 

Apparently, I the no 6 person who talks the most in class 

To me, the most ridiculous thing that happened this week 

was Jared proposed to me 

I had a good laugh about it 

When I told Sam, vel,yee kee and my family 

because of his immature-ness 

I won’t take it seriously 

yet I am feeling uncomfortable about it 

*1st of Feb is tomorrow 

I don’t really look forward to this day 

It’s Clifford first death anniversary 

The day that reminds me of him 

And the fact that he’s gone 

1 year has passed very soon 

Although a lot of things had happened,

The loss of him still feels unreal to me 

I felt that we have only lost contact

* A bad day at work *

Ever since graduation last year, I worked as a lab technician in a Research & Development laboratory for about 3 months and have been working as a tutor in a student care centre. To some of my family members, they think I have been wasting my time. Instead of work, I shouldn’t delay my plans to further studies anymore. I missed the July intake and shouldn’t miss this coming Feb/March/April intake. So, I pondered today: Should I really quit my current job and be prepared to continue my studies? In fact, I enjoy being a student very much and am looking forward to schooling again but I really enjoy working too. I quitted my previous job because of my father and almost-to-being in Perth to study. I gave up the opportunity and luxury to study in Perth. Should I give up another opportunity to study now again?

After what happened on Friday, I want to quit and study. I really love to teach the students but they really made me upset this time. I was even shocked by my own temper; raising my voice at them. I have never been this angry. I tried my very best to be patient with Javier, because he has Attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder. I did a lot of research about this disorder and try to help him. At times, I really feel like crying because of him. He made me so stressed up. However, the reason that I was really upset on Friday was not because of Javier; but the rest of the students. I don’t know isn’t my fault because I have been too lenient. It’s real tiring now.

The reason that I have been in this job for quite some time is because I like my students. In fact, most of them are very sweet and always made me laugh with their little actions after they made me angry. For their sake, I think I better quit and let a new teacher teach them so they can be better disciplined. For my sake, I have to think for my family instead of them always thinking for me. I mind the fact that my daddy is still giving me daily allowance and paying bills for me.

* Countdown *

Time really passes by very fast

2009’s

Last day

One year has passed

A new year is coming

A year that I have so much to reminisce

Looking back this year,

I have made changes that may not seems to be very significant

yet the changes are, in fact, significant

Happiness and sadness -

These two basic emotions always repeat itself in every year

In this coming year,

There’s some expectation of myself

Feels that I should change something

Feels that I need to improve myself in many ways

I will go accordingly to what I want

Happy

is an emotion that I always wanted

Wish this year will be a smooth sailing year for me and everyone else(:

*This year’s countdown will be a simple party, spending with close friends

Looking forward to it later(: