* Fine *

Just had my x-ray taken today
I will be fine after the surgery this thursday
because only 10% chance of suffering permanent nerve damage
I guess I will be the 90%(:
My nerves will  be bruised
because of cutting of some bones to remove
I hope it will only hurt temporary
The numbness will only last several weeks; but not months
I’m so scare [...]

* Trust *

I felt so stupid to trust him
I can’t find  any reason to blame him
because it’s my decision in the first place
yet I am feeling jealous over something
I thought it’s ok to do without him
even though I miss him at times
So, I heard something about him today
It upset me
* Anyway, I have met up with all my [...]

* Stress *

I’m under stress now
as I am uncertain about my future
My family are the ones who give me the stress
yet I am glad that I have them to guide me
So, I was hurt when they think I am wasting my half year time
and I can’t answer their questions what I really want
My joys